I Did It.

I broke up with him.
the guy i first felt something with.
the guy who kissed me with passion.
the guy who would do anything for me.
I broke up with him.
what a sick, selfish, stupid person i am.
My wish to be for the past few weeks.
&& i regret it.
I love him still;; I love him still...



Why did i give into the pressure?

MMM great.

&& life just gets sweeter dont it?

more like sour.
another phucked up summer. how do i manage to keep this going?
screw up after screw up. i think i am a screw up. figures.

no cell phone after 830. idk if im allowed to date anymore. && im pretty much isolated.
mmhmm. im like a stranger to my friennz and BF.
im changing;; my personality is shifting;; from all this stress and pressure.

could this rilly all be happening? or is this bottomless pit im falling into a joke?

Origami Hearts ♥

Today my boyfriend gave me an origami heart.

the ones that you unfold and theres a message inside.
So i unfolded mine.
and it said "I Love You Andi"
(I Love You Too)

&& its funny how those simple things like paper hearts
can really get a person;;
Why?


I would rather get a paper heart telling me he loved me then a diamond necklace
Or an expensive perfume.
Because I know that he took the time to make that paper heart.
To write the message.
To put his love into it.
I dont get anything from a diamond necklace.
I get something that someone else put work into
And that has no meaning for me.



Boii that origami heart really made my day :]

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