The Day the Music Died.

"A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, theyd be happy for a while...

I can't remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died."

American Pie by Don McLean

based on the death of Buddy Holly.
Real Words. Real Emotion. Deep Meaning.

Damn, I love the 60s.

Like a Rollercoaster

we went up and down in our born again friendship.
we argued.
made up.
we argued again.
then made up again.

&& then he got a girlfriend...
ouch.

why
didnt
i
see
this
coming?

There's a Silver Lining

in those clouds up there :]
life is sure looking up for me

I Did It.

I broke up with him.
the guy i first felt something with.
the guy who kissed me with passion.
the guy who would do anything for me.
I broke up with him.
what a sick, selfish, stupid person i am.
My wish to be for the past few weeks.
&& i regret it.
I love him still;; I love him still...



Why did i give into the pressure?

MMM great.

&& life just gets sweeter dont it?

more like sour.
another phucked up summer. how do i manage to keep this going?
screw up after screw up. i think i am a screw up. figures.

no cell phone after 830. idk if im allowed to date anymore. && im pretty much isolated.
mmhmm. im like a stranger to my friennz and BF.
im changing;; my personality is shifting;; from all this stress and pressure.

could this rilly all be happening? or is this bottomless pit im falling into a joke?

Origami Hearts ♥

Today my boyfriend gave me an origami heart.

the ones that you unfold and theres a message inside.
So i unfolded mine.
and it said "I Love You Andi"
(I Love You Too)

&& its funny how those simple things like paper hearts
can really get a person;;
Why?


I would rather get a paper heart telling me he loved me then a diamond necklace
Or an expensive perfume.
Because I know that he took the time to make that paper heart.
To write the message.
To put his love into it.
I dont get anything from a diamond necklace.
I get something that someone else put work into
And that has no meaning for me.



Boii that origami heart really made my day :]

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